Craving for something

Awhile ago, I went to my father's friend, a dressmaker, to get the clothes my sister left for redo. But sadly they didn't find it. I was waiting there for almost an hour and my second time to visit. I was upset, then I called my mom to let her get it.

I still have time to roam around before I go to work. I thought I would go to my colleague's house, so we can have a haircut, but I changed my mind since she never answered my message. Then I thought I could go to the local store nearby.

I took time to window shop, when I walked across the shoes department, I just thought I could buy a flat shoe, 'coz I want to replace my old one. As you know I'm really fond of flats. High heels makes me stand out in the crowd. But I can't buy it this time because I didn't bring enough cash suitable for the price.

On our office we have just talked about cellphones - when the Mall will have it's Sale we can purchase on a buy one take one cellphone, so it's more affordable. Later I realize my long for the shoe, so I thought maybe I could have discounted price also on the Sale date. Shopping is exciting.

I'm really looking forward for that time to come. ; )

Letter from a friend

My friend invite me to a back massage last March 1, 2009.
It was very relaxing and I really enjoyed.
I didn't pay for it. It was when my friend won two ticket for the love letter contest, but actually it wasn't a letter just a poem.

I was happy to be chosen for a treat. But felt embarrassed when I asked why, he said, I was his inspiration in writing that poem. I thank him and appreciated his work.

Here's the poem he wrote. He didn't put a title when he sent me this.
Enjoy reading!

You've change a part of me,

You've done so much for me,

You've come as fast as May,

In my life shaded with gray.

You've brought all this colors

I have not seen before.

This strange feeling that make me soar.

All those time we've spent together,

Make me wish i could live with you forever.

A day without you feels like a week of sorrow.

Everytime I close my eyes I just see you.

When I'm with you the time runs so fast yet so slow,

Just like the pulse of my heart beat so quick yet really weak.

I will not promise but i will do my best.

150 words in this letter may not be enough for me.

But this three words from my heart sure enough to say.

I LOVE YOU!!!

Obsession

Recently I've read an article about a woman whose addicted in plastic surgery that she even use cooking oil to inject on her face that resulted to disfigure It was very astonishing. I can't imagine myself in her shoe. I think people nowadays are conscious about beauty and health that they tried so hard to improve their physical being but not knowing too much can severely damage their whole being and no cure for it plus a waste of time and money. What has been damage cannot be restored in it's original form. That is why contentment is very important in our lives and be very thankful enough that we still have the natural things God given us. I'm blessed that I cannot afford everything that cost money, if so I may end up like that. So, think first before doing. There are many option to improve and enjoy life to the fullest that can benefit both physical, mental and spiritual well being. Life is short and live as if it's your last.

Venting

Vent by definition to let air out or release of emotion or to make vent for something.
This word strucked me when I was about to read an article entitled "Venting anger relieves it" a Happiness myth from The Happiness Project. It says "It's wrong to vent your anger instead you have to act in opposite" meaning fake it 'till you feel it'. I guess its true although you felt bad but acting as if nothing gives you a positive effect. Feelings and actions go together. Action is the result of feelings. Like when feeling mad we act violently or yell, that gives a negative effect to both person or thing involved but highly on mad person. It can damage mentally, physically and emotionally. Persons guilt and relationship barrier outcomes.
My friend always complain about something, sometimes it makes me irritated listening repeated problems and over acting. But I have to be calm and consider the side of the other person, 'does it hurt when I say this or walking out, not listening at all', I think it does and I don't also want to be rejected like that also. So, listening and giving advice help recovering give a positive effect. And also benefits relationship as well. The lesson: patience plays big part.
When I'm mad I vent by using my cellphone sending message to my friend or talking to them what happen but I don't directly say to the person I'm mad with 'cause I know its not good. That's my problem sometimes.I guess its a good way because they can give advice, make you feel at ease or smile and forgot the anger. But if there's no one to be there, just talk to yourself and say ' I'm happy and think there is a good purpose why it happened.